I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Saturday, January 30, 2010 || 7:44 PM

Escape everyone's eyes, spill the burden of our relationship onto me
In my dreams, I hold onto your hand proudly like everyone else and walk
In my busy day, my work, dreams and everything else are forgotten
By our love going tik tok like the hand on a clock that doesn't know how to stop
[ 2PM - Tik Tok ]

Im happy yet tired .
Yay-ed we won .
& i lost my ez link card .
ohmytian .
nevermind . haha
had lunch at pizza hut .
half of our expense were paid by sharmaine ^^
ate ice cream - cookies & cream .
saw onto headphone .
told jerry , & he was like , why never ask him go find me .
i thought he gonna stone at home .
so rare going out lor .
tmr gonna be a busy day .
& im very very very tired .
slept 4 hours just now .
& i force myself to be awake or else i can dream on sleeping tonight .

Friday, January 29, 2010 || 9:14 PM

" Patience, persistence and perspiration make an unbeatable combination for success. "

there is competition tomorrow .
& im feeling tired now .
Do you ?
But seeing the above quote ,
i changed the way i think .
im doing all these for my own good isnt it ?
After tomorrow , i can sleep more .
not enough sleep these few day .
just thinking bout tomorrow's lunch ,
i will strive harder .
got to go sleep now ! tmr waking up at 5.30 to meet the girls for breakfast at 6.15.
including strategies and team bonding ^^

To you !

Sunday, January 24, 2010 || 6:54 PM

Positive thinking won't let you do anything
but it will let you do everything
than negative thinking will .
[ Zig Zagler ]

In life, there are many ups and down .
but don't always think of the negative side .
going to school is for your own good yeah ?
cheer up and hang on there .
after all the test & competition , you can have time to sleep .
im also tired .
but i have tuitions and you don't .
i have to wake up earlier than you everyday .
okay ! shall end here .
get some sleep my dear .
don't keep using comp .
i don't wish your " fever " deteriorate !
SMILE OKAY ?!

|| 3:56 PM

SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD ?
Shinee is coming to singapore .
yay-ed .
and they are coming for 5 days .
but they are coming from 29 jan to 2 feb .
on 29 jan , friday . ( they arrived singapore )
i have NPCC .
ARGH !
on 30 jan , saturday . ( they going esplanade for press conference )
i got competition .
on 31 jan , sunday . ( they having fan-sign meeting )
i have tuition and ave to go grandma house .
somemore , it limits to first 1000 people who buy their album at the venue there .
on 1 feb , monday ( they appearing as guest for concert )
i dun want to go .
cos the person performing is very old .
not interested .
on 2 feb . ( they appearing as guest for concert again )
i have training for my competition .
and they will be leaving on that day too .
i guess i will be tooooo tired to even go airport .
aiyo ! why am i so suay .
but luckily it isnt 2pm .
or i will kill myself !

Just hold on to me tightly !

Saturday, January 23, 2010 || 4:30 PM

i'm tired due to the campcraft traning .
but finally , today , we did a nice one , esp the last one .
everyone was superrrr tired .
guess thats the reason .
not feeling well today .
but i drank plenty of water already okay !
sick means sick .
it takes time to recover .
& i feel like im dying already .
not like you ( tsk ! clue : the person who got 2 day MC )
and yet keep complaining tiring .
want me to piggyback .
wait long long .
you ain't light !
kekekeke ^^
talking bout campcraft , the tee is gonna be hot pink .
my first reaction was " eeeew ..." so G-ey
but some one told me , we will stand out in competition .
then i was like " errr .... "
haha .
anyway , after training , went out with the team to tp .
ate lunch and we walk around talking picture .
blocking people who are walking .
so evil right ?!
aiyo , all these people ... so ...
hahaha . joking .
I'M ONE OF THEM TOO !!
anyway , SF gonna upload the pic soon .

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 || 8:53 PM

The heart that you’ve stomped on is still beating and even so towards you.
No matter how hard I try, no matter how many new people I meet, and again and again why I turn around and think of you
I’m going to stop, I want to stop, though I calm and calm myself again it’s no use, my heart is broken, why
Why I’m still doing these stupid things, my mind seems to understand but why my heart is still acting on its own
[ 2PM - Heartbeat ]

Today , i am so happy ^^
bought 2PM album : 1:59PM .
kekekeke .
jumping for joy now .
& happy birthday SUE ANNE .
yay . sue is 15th ( so old ) *joking*
heheh !
today celebrated her birthday during recess .
got sore throat after that .
-.- ( i hate it ttm )
its like pain whenever i talk .
anyway , i wont be updating this blog frequently .
due to CCA and my studies ( it's all for my own good )
good thing is that you guys no need hear me rant :D
gonna go do A math work le .
bye =]

Saturday, January 9, 2010 || 8:07 PM

" Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever. "
Today , i had NPCC .
we did campcraft .
and i know that we need manpower when building flagstuff .
one person was sick .
so i went over to help . ( cause i wanna go home early ^^ )
anyways , today was tiring .
happy that homework no need hand in tomorrow .
so no need to rush :D
wahahaha .
i am not evil -.-

|| 7:56 PM

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”

School sucks .
everything went wrong ..
my bag became heavy .
some unhappy stuff happens .
and so many upcoming activities .
i wish i could just go for a massage therapy .
i am seriously tired .
1st PE of the year & i hate it alot .
1st CME lesson , it was boring .
1st chinese lesson , it was ruin due to someone 's attitude .
all the subject which i always slack in class and sleep .
became very irritating and dun even got mood to sleep lor .
life sucks , but we still have to move on .
thats how i live on ...

A Qiuz .

Saturday, January 2, 2010 || 8:58 PM

I do hereby announce that the number of email in my hotmail is 2010 .
since 17 dec 09' to 02 jan 10' haha . ( 17 is taec birthday ^^ )
haha . im like so shock .
and all this messages are from all sorts of website .
hate it when they spam me .
i have to keep on deleting it .
argh ! :(
Today i was so bored . finished alot of shows .
so i watched starking and invincible youth and hi, my sweetheart .
at first it was okay .
as time passes by ,
i began to feel hungry and slowly loses interest in watching .
so i went to play games .
and i suddenly felt that im still very childish .
got to go and bathe now and watch momo love in my air con room .
bye !

|| 11:11 AM

" People say they know what love is or they are in love i say that no one actually knows we all just think we know. Love is a 4 letter word that we use to say how we feel bout someone. "

It's a new year .
okay .
i'm laggingggg .
it's already the 2nd day le .
hahaha . a new year , and of course a new wish .
I wish that this year ****** *** **** **** **** ********* ** ******* *** * *** **** **** .
hahaha !