“life will be better in spring”

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My heart and body go astray
I am a such fool with no pride that
Although I was deceived by love I wipe my tears
and just go back to you knowing that this is wrong
The fact that I am a toy that you played and threw away
Makes my feeling unbearable
But Why! Why! Why! Why!
Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again
[ I Did Wrong - 2am ]

I don't know why im feeling so stressed right now .
especially when i do not have enough sleep .
Did lots of work .
For example , 2 free periods .
did A math .
and had a headache after that .
ohmy !
why cant we relax .
i finally understand when my brother always says this .
Now , i think that falling sick is the only way to rest .
But thinking bout the next day .
i would rather go to school .
Nevermind . Life sucks but we got to move on .
To B : Sorry that i made you feel bad .
im alright :D

“One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.”

A quote for myself to remind myself not to feel troubled .
Many upcoming events , making me feel frustrated .
the weather had not been good ( too sunny , or rainy )
why cant it be just windy ?!
had to stay back almost everyday .
do not wish that thursday arrive .
rank !!!
i dont think you understand what im saying .
but i feel that we are getting further apart from each other .
i should put everything down .
perhaps that will be better ?
anyway , tmr house prac .
should i be yay-ing or the other way ?
off to do my overdue works .



tired !!!
all GLs broke down into tears during day 1.
was it too stressed ?
aigoo .
1st day was the most important day .
sec 1 and us cant communicate .
why ? i also don't know .
nevermind . but as day 2 arrived ,
we improved :D
although falcon did not win any award ,
we tried out best !!
some unhappy things , we learnt to forgive and forget
but do not take us unserious , and climb over us .
peace out !
learnt alot bout sec 1 .
was thinking do we behave like them too when we were sec 1 .
ate pizza which mr lee bought for us !!
thank you Mr Lee ! ^^
ate with GLs after break camp .
chat bout sardines again .
cool ...
was damn funny .
especially Adrian .
enjoy this camp .
i had fun !!




Finally , i reappeared in here !
Holiday starts !
but to me , it doesnt seem so .
Tuesday to Thursday , there's a camp .
Friday NPCC .
Saturday badminton outing .
one word : [ tired ]
when can i rest ?!
& even worse piles of homework like a mountain !!
Today had Promotion test .
OhMyMaMa , i think i'm gonna fail .
something somewhere just went wrong .
but what's done is already done !
omomomo !
i'm excited about the camp .
though this year sec is is !@#$%^&
nevermind .
control my temper and just move on .
and many things happen this day .
people show attitude towards everything once they are upset about something .
hope everything will be okay !
cheer up ! ^^